fiona(:

on some days, i am just so tempted to point the finger at anything and everything around me.

i barely sat down to read my notes for half an hour and already i am back at the computer. absolutely restless and lacking in discipline and motivation.

i need to quit this addiction.

i've got work piled up to my head
all i wanna do is jump into bed
and wash away my troubles with lemonade

blogger is failing me today but i just needed to post this up somewhere

hayley westenra's cover of may it be, her voice is beautiful as always. but i now know why i didn't quite like her as part of celtic woman. she's simply too classical to pull off folk, or whatever.



next is her cover of kate bush's wuthering heights. it's written from cathy's point of view, when she returns to haunt heathcliff. i don't like her rendition of it. it's too happy. i mean, if she started acting out the song the audience would probably have been quite bewildered. butbutbut in that case she shouldn't have included it in her lineup in the first place ):



then you have the original. wuthering heights, as performed by kate bush. complete with dancing and singing. obssessed, delirious, simply barking mad. bizarre to the extreme... but it goes better with the words.

i'm glad, i'm starting to read again(:

i love billy elliot. it's so amazingly heartwarming.

back from europe with a haul and severe jetlag. slept at 6am. woke up at 3pm. joy


blogging seems like an awful chore, haha.

okay i'll go off and watch another dvd.

YAY 5 MORE PAPERS LEFT.

This is a reminder to myself that I HAVE TO REVISE PHYSICS AND HISTORY, THEN STUDY BIO. And what have I been doing? Reading alternate endings to The Black Magician trilogy, and DOWNLOADING LOVELY COMPLEX TO READ. Ah craps la Risa and Otani are so cuteeeeeeeeeeee ohmygod I just prances around the house squealing lala but my bro was ignoring me and my mum just gave me a weird look aiya whatever Fiona this is No Time To Be Fangirling.

OKAY OFF TO WORK YOU GO YOU SILLY GIRL

OMG LITERATURE TEST TOMORROW I WILL DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE BECAUSE I SUCK SO BAD AT LIT HOW OMG I'M DAMN SCARED 

[ † мⒶйврик † ] don't panic says:
what's your greatest fear of lit then? 

LITLITLITLITLITLITLITLITLITLITLIT *KABISH* says:
that my essay is like jumbled up shit
that i panic and my brain freezes
and i can't organise my stuff properly
that i forget quotes
that i don't study what might come out
that i cannot justify my points sufficiently
that i write a convoluted essay
THAT I FAILLLLLL

that, effectively sums everything up.

for once, i agree with one of vic's outrageous ideas.

WE SHOULD TOTALLY BLOWUP THE SCHOOL.

i'd be glad to light the fuse, for starters.

Just something to ponder:

What does it mean to dream?

I have no idea what on earth I'm doing right now. Seems as if everyday's just floating by and I can't focus. Or rather, the only thing I can bring myself to focus on is math. Even SS, I just put aside. History... I don't know what to do anymore la D: I'm really really upset about history and I seriously don't wanna let brydenchew down, after all that he's tried to encourage me and convince me I'm a good humanities student :D The guy just rocks.

On a sidenote, my current Jap GPA is a not bad 3.6 O_O like, 75% out of the 40% so far. Lemme see, if I mug my ass off for the EOY exam, I might be able to pull it up to a 4.0! =) I.E. I AM GOING TO MUG LIKE CRAP FOR THIS EXAM OKAY. I MUST. I NEED, NOT WANT THE BLOODY 4.0. Physics 4.0 gone liao, history also gone I think. And since bio will definitely pull my grades down third lang is supposed to help me!

Lit is unsalvageable... I hate Frankenstein. Bio is also gone case... and so math and jap I beseech of thee, help me! [edit] silly me i calculated my math gpa today and it was *drumroll* 79. _ % -.- no 4.0. yay.[/edit]

Okay end of academics rant :D

rufus wainwright is one bloody whacked dude. talk about eccentric artistes. perfect example there.

russell watson's nella fantasia is the love <3333 but why does he sing to the floor D:

i'm super tempted to move back to blogger, because for one, it finally doesn't screw up when i post long posts and secondly, it's so much easier getting a nice template. dang, i'm uber tired of this boring layout and i can't be bothered to kope another layout because have to credit here credit there damn mafan. okay fine blame it all on laziness but still..!

and lol i'm tired of people asking me why my username is ffog_eyre.. and why it's an accidental anagram of geof's name.

should i?

lalala. woke up at 1.30 pm xD sigh half the day's gone already la, but whatever whee. last night/this morning was uber fun lol, guess it's true that people go ki siao after midnight. hmm... the list like quite long sia.


aye. i think today i shall clear all my reflections. and be politically correct. i need to write two reflections for english, one for trip, and i dunno what happen to all my cle reflections liao. gg.

this feels... odd. never mind.

--koped from jm.

1) Single, taken or crushing?
single DUH. prolly gonna stay that way for a long time too.

2) Are you happy with your life now?
uber duperly. xD

3) When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
It all depends on who.

4) Have you had your heart broken?
No. Dude I don't have a heart. =)

5) Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Do you believe that I'm stupid?

6) Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats you?
LOL I'd talk him right to hell hahahahahaha

7) Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
More like made bets about it *smirks*

8) Do you want children?
Dunno.

9) How many?
Lemme see... 've no idea about that either.

10) Would you consider adoption?
I have no idea what adoption entails right now, so no?

11) If someone likes you right now, would you accept?
uh. maybe if i like him too. like a lot a lot. i try to avoid such things.

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Nope, not at this age.

13) Be honest, what did you and your ex do?
NONEXISTENT EX  xDD

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. =)

15) Are you romantic?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that's damn funny. oops.

16) Do you believe you can change a person?
Yeah I do.

17) If you could marry someone, where would it be?
How'm I supposed to know? Possibly a practical place.

18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
YA I'M DAMN SURE. xD

19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
wish i knew if i did. besides the point.

20) Have you ever wished you had someone, who loves you?
But I do =) just not that sort of, romantic love hahahaha.

21) Have you ever broken a heart?
Err I'd like to think I haven't.

22) One day, if your best friend falls in love with the he/she you're love deeply with, what would you do?
ROTFL UNLESS MY BEST FRIEND WERE GAY IT WOULDN'T MATTER LA.

23) Are you missing someone right now?
loads of people. beijing! D:

Also, emo teens have been known to pen poems glorifying suicide attempts. This expresses an innate desire within them to commit suicide, leaving a legacy behind for fellow emo kids to follow. (HAHAHAHAHAHA) These poems are yet another form of release for the emo teens, which are perfectly harmless if they remain as words on paper. However, should the teens decide that there is really nothing left in the world for them and their "tortured souls (are really) unable to face the world" any longer, then they may just start putting their penned suicidal thoughts into use, and commit suicide.

I'm sorry, I just had to post that up. I was laughing like mad when I wrote that, because I seriously think that emo is dumb. Sorry to any emo teens out there, I just do. -snorts derisively- The dumb emo essay is literally filled with contempt, oh dear. xD But I don't really care ahahahahha.

well. phew. i'm seriously dead tired, haha. today xiner cherie joshua dennis charlotte weixian yanyu jeremy steph came to my house xD wah kao the amount of noise made was damn scary la lol. but uber fun, haha. okay i shall do a boring old narration, since i'm tired and all..

okay at 11 bussed to yck mrt station to pick them up. lala xiner was there first, then cherie, then dennis (who was mugging something), then weixian then lastly joshua and yanyu haha. waited damn long for stupid bus 70 to come zz always take so long la. chionged to kope the back of the bus and talked (and uh, made quite a bit of noise too oops?) on the bus trip kena suanned la, sorry loh didn't know 854 went to my house.

lala lol weixian and charlotte brought enough chocolates to feed an ant army... haven't whacked so many chocolates at one go for a long time already la. went to kidnap torchic and mudkip while they were fiddling with com, yanyu and charlotte pro-ly managed to smuggle it into the room right in front of dennis without him noticng xD

truth or dare, okay i damn long never play liao. AND THE QUESTION WAS TOTALLY, UNCALLED FOR. -.- ahhh i think yanyu's dare was the funniest =) blehh joshua had to leave early, sadness. don't be sad okay we all love you (: weixian is some evil shizz la, in the end zao dao le BAO YING bwahahaha. hmm what else. got random people hooked on the rabbit bell game thingy again, lol... shoot regrets, i got pwnzed.

mahjong fun xD xiner's tiles always sucked hahahahaa. zz everybody kept feeding charlotte and weixian then they keep winning gg. halfway through jeremy turned up (surprise, surprise!) well at least he came =) old man xD steph had to leave early though, my darling ohsnoes i is sad muchly. (lookie, i have excellent english) aiya heck la. hungry and tired and half dead.

then they went upstairs back to their favourite hobby of playing bridge. i think today it was mainly gambling, lol. still fun la huh. (:

aye, i'm sad again now. it's just, a bad feeling this might just have been our last gathering, haha. i want to see all of you again! have fun together, crap together (even though the teasing is irksome), and aiya so many things. i'm afraid that the anarchist has disappeared and his parents are trying to keep him away from us D: and the old man will disappear into his books from too much mugging! the rest i'll still see them again so still okay haha. like cherie's next door, i'll see yanyu when i look for sam for RS and i'll see the rest when i go for history! yay : DD and tung and dennis can see in chorale, so yeah. ahhh.

<3

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ooh i just remembered something kwoks said that was uber funny xD

"sec one and two do pokpok, sec three do siksik, sec four do lukluk."

HAHAHA WHAT NEXT MAN xD

THIS IS MY REVENGE MUAHAHAHAHA.

edit

okay in order to keep this photo at the top of my LJ page i shall just edit the post *smirks*
So, ffog_eyre, your LiveJournal reveals...



You are... 0% unique and 40% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy singing). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is intellectual.

Your overall weirdness is: 9

(The average level of weirdness is: 27.
You are weirder than 12% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!
SEE THAT, FOLKS? I'M NOT WEIRD AND I'M INTELLECTUAL : DD